Scared

I am legit scared. I am scared of the embarassment, shame, disappointment, loss of faith, and hardship that may lie ahead.

I can make excuses. I can blame my identity crisis, problems at work, family issues, personal life drama, and depression.

Instead I will take action. I will own the mistakes I've made so far, come up with several strategies of handling the problem, work my tail off to get back on track, be prepared to pick myself up and keep going if I am not successful, and be secure in the knowledge that from this point forward, I have done my best.