Lesson Learned

I drank way too much last night. And I feel so bad because I didn't do it with people that I've known all my life or anything like that, I actually did it while in someone's house for the very first time. We havent been friends for long and he invited me and my friend over to hang out and I made a complete ass out of myself. I spilled drinks all over the floor, fell half a dozen times, and did lots of other stupid things I don't even remember. I knew better. I even said I wouldn't get that bad. I guess I forgot how much gets me 'that bad'. Now I know.

I had about 9 drinks. 3 Smirnoffs and 6 beers. I was drunk but still functional after my 5th drink, so I should have stopped there. It actually would have been more fun if I had stopped there. If it was my house or my back yard or if it were ok for me to get that drunk I wouldn't feel so bad, but I was in someone's home for the very first time and I made a complete fool out of myself.

I'm sorry. And you can rest assured, I give you my word, it will never, ever happen again. I promise. I hope you can forgive me and invite me back to your house. I'll understand if you don't want me drinking there again, but either way, even if you do trust me that way again, I won't screw up again.